All initiation is life changing.
What is so special about Christian initiation? To understand this
question we must go back to Greek metaphysics and mythology in order
to understand the Greek concept of fate. It has three stages: pre-incarnation,
during life, and at death. It is personified as feminine archetypes
as follows.
Prior to incarnation, the Tree Fates,
three ugly old hags, Klotho, Lachesis and Atropos,
apportion a man’s share of good and evil, that is, his fate. Klotho
is the spinner who by spinning the thread of his life creates the
foundation of his experiences. Lachesis measures the thread
of his glory (or its opposite) and Atropos exercises the
power to cut it.
During life, a man has to contend
with three goddesses: Anangke, Tyche and Nemessis.
The first, Anangke, means Necessity. She personifies the
greatness of the law of moral cause and effect and is karma in its
strict application. Therefore she is remorselessly predictable unless
some other factor mitigates her action. The second, Tyche,
means Chance not in the scientific sense of randomness, but rather
in the sense of chaos theory that is, deterministic but unpredictable.
Thus she modifies her sister’s conduct but makes things worse because
she makes it hard for a man to have victory over his fate. The third
is Nemessis and her name means Divine Anger. She is utterly
ruthless, pitiless and merciless. She pursues a man to the ends
of the Earth. There is nowhere to run and nowhere to hide. She knows.
It is her knowledge of our actions, thoughts and feelings that makes
her so terrible.
At death, the three Keres,
agents of the Tree Fates, carry out the grim duty of execution.
They carry the dead man’s soul to the place of shadows. The Keres
are really the Three Fates in another form because they sit on the
boundary of life and death.
Is all of this depressing? It should
be. For the Greeks, initiation was designed to liberate them from
the wrath of these dreadful females. By initiation in the Greek
mystery schools a man sought what we now call salvation. Christian
initiation added a new dimension to previous practices. The Christian
factor is the forgiveness of sins. Our problem is that we have no
idea what this means. We think that nothing more is required than
for the priest to say: "Bless you my son/daughter, your sins
are forgiven." If that were true you would not be reading this
article now. Moreover, the history of the last 2,000 years would
have been radically different. Clearly, something is wrong with
our understanding. There is something missing.
Fate is the law of moral consequence
that transforms us as spiritual beings. Our moral choices change
our fate and therefore change our future incarnations. By accepting
personal responsibility, we change our lives. By changing our lives,
we change the world. The key to the problem is this: our society
lives on the principle of self-gratification and "feel good".
Thus Greek fate acts inexorably and mercilessly upon us. What evidence
do we want? Drugs, crime, suicide, poverty, depression, despair?
Under Greek fate, we get exactly what we ask for, without pity or
mitigation. But at the very moment we accept personal responsibility
and make moral choices, we begin to efface our karma and ameliorate
our fate. We are on the brink of understanding the Christian mystery
of the forgiveness of sins. This is the extra factor that takes
us to Christian initiation and salvation. Let us look at all of
this on the Tree of Life in order to make sense of it.

Greek fate is locked into a rigid
pattern as shown in the above diagram. The Three Fates and the three
goddesses are implacable and immovable. Cause creates remorseless
effect, without mercy. No wonder the ancient Greek dramas were concerned
with the tragedy of human life. Greek initiation involved great
difficulty and it still does because of the way in which our society
functions today. The real tragedy is that it is easier now, to be
liberated, but we have not yet understood what is required of us.
The Christian initiation brings the factor that breaks the deadlock
it brings the forgiveness of sins. The greatest tragedy of all is
that we do not understand that the other side of forgiveness is
the acceptance of personal responsibility.
By making moral choices we set into
motion the hidden processes of the kosmos that inevitably efface
our karma by "forgiving our sins". Thus on the Tree above,
- We spin our life thread so that it becomes
the Foundation of our life.
- We measure our thread to Glorify our life.
- We exercise our Power of choice to cut the
thread when we should do so.
- Our true Greatness is the understanding of
necessity.
- Our Victory is the triumph over apparently
chance and meaningless events.
- Our Knowledge averts the terrible process of
a rigid fate.
- By choosing Christ, we choose to accept personal
responsibility and set into motion the forgiveness of sins.
These are the hidden processes of
the kosmos. The activating factor is our moral choice. The Christian
mystery is revealed by Christ but, we must choose Him. We must make
the Christ Journey. The beginning of this Journey is the conscious
choice to activate our repressed right brain functions and balance
them with our very well developed left brain functions. Again we
turn to the Tree for assistance.

Our right brain functions are the
Inspiration that comes from true knowledge, the Imagination that
is the basis of all human greatness and the Intuition that alone
can bring victory to our life struggles. These blessings are bestowed
upon us when we choose to undergo Christian initiation. It has three
steps: Probation, Illumination and Initiation. The mystery of the
forgiveness of sins becomes direct experience when all this is done
by the exercise of moral choice. The point is that according to
the Books of Ieou the ascent of the soul in full consciousness
comes with the forgiveness of sins. That is, the second male journey
can now commence. That journey is far beyond the scope of these
articles.
But we still have to get to Probation,
Illumination and Initiation. How do we do that? That is what the
Christ Journey is about. We shall end this series by examining