All initiation is life changing.
What is so special about Christian initiation? To understand this
question we must go back to Greek metaphysics and mythology in
order to understand the Greek concept of fate. It has three stages:
pre-incarnation, during life, and at death. It is personified
as feminine archetypes as follows.
Prior to incarnation, the Tree
Fates, three ugly old hags, Klotho, Lachesis and Atropos,
apportion a man’s share of good and evil, that is, his fate. Klotho
is the spinner who by spinning the thread of his life creates
the foundation of his experiences. Lachesis measures the
thread of his glory (or its opposite) and Atropos exercises
the power to cut it.
During life, a man has to contend
with three goddesses: Anangke, Tyche and Nemessis.
The first, Anangke, means Necessity. She personifies the
greatness of the law of moral cause and effect and is karma in
its strict application. Therefore she is remorselessly predictable
unless some other factor mitigates her action. The second, Tyche,
means Chance not in the scientific sense of randomness, but rather
in the sense of chaos theory that is, deterministic but unpredictable.
Thus she modifies her sister’s conduct but makes things worse
because she makes it hard for a man to have victory over his fate.
The third is Nemessis and her name means Divine Anger.
She is utterly ruthless, pitiless and merciless. She pursues a
man to the ends of the Earth. There is nowhere to run and nowhere
to hide. She knows. It is her knowledge of
our actions, thoughts and feelings that makes her so terrible.
At death, the three Keres,
agents of the Tree Fates, carry out the grim duty of execution.
They carry the dead man’s soul to the place of shadows. The Keres
are really the Three Fates in another form because they sit on
the boundary of life and death.
Is all of this depressing? It
should be. For the Greeks, initiation was designed to liberate
them from the wrath of these dreadful females. By initiation in
the Greek mystery schools a man sought what we now call salvation.
Christian initiation added a new dimension to previous practices.
The Christian factor is the forgiveness of sins. Our problem is
that we have no idea what this means. We think that nothing more
is required than for the priest to say: "Bless you my son/daughter,
your sins are forgiven." If that were true you would not
be reading this article now. Moreover, the history of the last
2,000 years would have been radically different. Clearly, something
is wrong with our understanding. There is something missing.
Fate is the law of moral consequence
that transforms us as spiritual beings. Our moral choices change
our fate and therefore change our future incarnations. By accepting
personal responsibility, we change our lives. By changing our
lives, we change the world. The key to the problem is this: our
society lives on the principle of self-gratification and "feel
good". Thus Greek fate acts inexorably and mercilessly upon
us. What evidence do we want? Drugs, crime, suicide, poverty,
depression, despair? Under Greek fate, we get exactly what we
ask for, without pity or mitigation. But at the very moment we
accept personal responsibility and make moral choices, we begin
to efface our karma and ameliorate our fate. We are on the brink
of understanding the Christian mystery of the forgiveness of sins.
This is the extra factor that takes us to Christian initiation
and salvation. Let us look at all of this on the Tree of Life
in order to make sense of it.

Greek fate is locked into a rigid
pattern as shown in the above diagram. The Three Fates and the
three goddesses are implacable and immovable. Cause creates remorseless
effect, without mercy. No wonder the ancient Greek dramas were
concerned with the tragedy of human life. Greek initiation involved
great difficulty and it still does because of the way in which
our society functions today. The real tragedy is that it is easier
now, to be liberated, but we have not yet understood what is required
of us. The Christian initiation brings the factor that breaks
the deadlock it brings the forgiveness of sins. The greatest tragedy
of all is that we do not understand that the other side of forgiveness
is the acceptance of personal responsibility.
By making moral choices we set into
motion the hidden processes of the kosmos that inevitably efface
our karma by "forgiving our sins". Thus on the Tree
above,
- We spin our life thread so that it becomes
the Foundation of our life.
- We measure our thread to Glorify our life.
- We exercise our Power of choice to cut the
thread when we should do so.
- Our true Greatness is the understanding of
necessity.
- Our Victory is the triumph over apparently
chance and meaningless events.
- Our Knowledge averts the terrible process
of a rigid fate.
- By choosing Christ, we choose to accept personal
responsibility and set into motion the forgiveness of sins.
These are the hidden processes
of the kosmos. The activating factor is our moral choice. The
Christian mystery is revealed by Christ but, we must choose Him.
We must make the Christ Journey. The beginning of this Journey
is the conscious choice to activate our repressed right brain
functions and balance them with our very well developed left brain
functions. Again we turn to the Tree for assistance.

Our right brain functions are
the Inspiration that comes from true knowledge, the Imagination
that is the basis of all human greatness and the Intuition that
alone can bring victory to our life struggles. These blessings
are bestowed upon us when we choose to undergo Christian initiation.
It has three steps: Probation, Illumination and Initiation. The
mystery of the forgiveness of sins becomes direct experience when
all this is done by the exercise of moral choice. The point is
that according to the Books of Ieou the ascent of the soul
in full consciousness comes with the forgiveness of sins. That
is, the second male journey can now commence. That journey is
far beyond the scope of these articles.
But we still have to get to Probation,
Illumination and Initiation. How do we do that? That is what the
Christ Journey is about. We shall end this series by examining